Sadness at passing…

It’s inevitable that at my time in life I loose people I once considered friends. In life we connect, live a little and move on. We always remember fondly those shared moments.

Sadness like a wave hits me when I see the post that a person who forms my history has passed. It’s bitter sweet in that I feel pain but have the mixed pleasure of shared memories.

I hold them in my thoughts and mourn their passing, I take a Jameson’s and drink to the connection, the memories made and the laughter. I think of my childhood friends and smile at the knowing of people who helped shape me.

Street Art Cork City, Eire

I’ve always been a fan of street art as you’ve probable noticed!  I always take the time to study and capture for prosperity, sharing and later study!  

I’ve tried to impart my art history eye to my kids with numerous conversations about what statement, social comment the painter might be trying to make or convey to us as observers.  It hasn’t worked yet but I’m waiting for the questions and discussions that the threshold moment will bring with it!

An Autuminal eve

I lay on scorched grass immersed in the must of day giving way to night.  Light loses to the dark except for the distant glow of encroaching orange and the odd beacons on a country road that flood our field in headlights, mechanical sound disturbing the natural as it ebbs and flows to the distance leaving us once more in quite breathing.

There we lay silent in time watched over by the dark and the diamonds.  In this moment I close my eyes, withdraw my senses, willing lost, sinking.

Your whisper cradels me from the thought. Do you love me?  Aware only of your face in shadow, I can hear the echos of always before uttering yes.  Contented you take your place in the nape intoxicating with sweet perfume, tenderness of lips and the labor of breathing.  And just as day has succumb to the dark, I am found and left longing.

Somber 

It’s been on of those weeks where we see the depth and breadth of our humanity and inhumanity.  The atmosphere on the train into London was palpable, somber and reflective on Monday.

It was evident that we were all touched by the events of last weekend at London bridge and Burough market and the accumulative effect of Manchester and Westminster.

We all struggle with our emotions at these time, anger, sadness and condolence for those families on both side who have had futures taken from them.  Those who will no longer see their loved ones and live with the consequence of  the madness of a skewed ideology.

Violence historically has never worked.  When will we learn it’s always a last resort. It’s time to reason with the unreasonable.
Imagine a society where nothing’s worth dying for, no religion and the only faith we had was in each other’s compassion, respect and desire to work towards a greater good.  

Back on the train gang!

So after about 2yr and 8mts I’m back on the train into the city.  Slightly different these days as cycling from home on my Bickerton fold up.  Well for the summer and autum for the moment as I can’t see myself do’in that in the depths of winter when it’s pissing down with rain, roads flooded and cold.  A fair weather rider I’ll be!

The image is a view of UEL from the Sir Steve Redgrave bridge in east London.  There’s something about having lunch by the river in the sunshine. The only certainty is that is wont last the British weather being what it is!

Marathon Day

I’m waiting for my cafetière to boil and I’m already feeling the pre race flutters… and I’m not even running!  It’s been that way all my life, the anticipation of competition.  

This year as in previous yrs I’ll be managing a team of Student Sports Therapists providing post event massage for runners of the Mental Health Foundation.  This will be my third and final year with them as I move to pastures new.  

I’m always touched by the stories of runners and their journeys to the marathon and motivation to support this charity.  It’s a privilege to be part of this event and I have a great deal of admiration for all those who contribute.  Having trained for and run 3 marathons I under the personal sacrifice necessary to take on this challenge.

Be inspired.

Medway

I love this part of the river.  It full of movement and the landscape is stagnant but changing at the same time.  I’m not here as frequently these days, but I was a daily dog walker here.  You don’t tend to pay to much attention to the details when your a local and spend a lot of time in a place. 


It’s only when you return infrequently that you notice the major changes and appreciate the unchanging.  I suppose some parallels with life and friendships could be drawn here.  Enjoy the photo.

New Coat!

So 23yrs ago as a student I spent a £100 of my maintenance grant on a long blue coat from French Connection.  The coat was worth every penny and has lasted the test of time.  It looks as good today as it did then, goes as easily with a suit as it does with jeans.

Move forward to this last couple of weeks where the temp has dropped, I’m freezing my nut off and can’t stay warm.  It’s time to treat myself to a new “warm” coat.  You would think that would be pretty easy… but not the case!  It took 2 days finally culminating with a 3 hour stint at Bluewater before finally settling on a parka from O’Neil!.  Cost me a fortune, but you get what you pay for!